Last day in Mac...

Yesterday was my last day in AMKP Mac, gonna miss them all. Really have a great time with them but yesterday was the best cos Javin was with us haha. Those whom I really feel like seein them came Thanks Lord. Haha really thanks Lord for such a great day last night. Thanks to Javin too as he let me talk to Awang e one who I nv talk before. Everyone came to ask who is this little cute boy haha I said my bro, everyone was like sayin Javin so cute. Manager Diana treat Javin with small Milo haha cos he waited for me for 4hrs. And they say I bully him but e fact is he wanted to stay not I force him. But nvm he brought joy to everyone of us. As he also get a chance to see me work, I did alot of station anyway ya fun. Did lobby, french fries, Counter, and got a chance to walk all around for the last time. But I dun get a chnce to say good bye to Aunty Mee, Aunty Siao Yee and Aunty Swee Liang, they are so caring, lovely and ya love them so much. Jeremy tt guy he is so bad, he kept disturbin my bro and me and ya run back to his counter to run away from me how smart watever. Haha keep askin me to add him in msn his email add is so funny la but ya he is quite a nice guy though.
I have to say a big Thank You to the Managers and every crew leaders and crews as they really take care of me and so good to me, will miss them all. Wonder will I go back again to meet them, maybe as a customer then.

Thank You all...

Even though there is bad but dun forget the good ones cos Lord will bless u with great things ya and all happened in church no where else. I just love goin to church meetin AMK bros and sis. They always bring joy to me. This is the first year i had so many christmas present and its all from church members. I'm so happy. But I'm sorry too cos did not prepare anything for them.Sorry guys.

Its over!

Everything gone, friends, heart, words, feelings. I'm exhausted tts all! Wanna sleep and never be awake. Left with tears tts all. Ganna pray, spend time with our Heavenly Father, as i did not do it for day. Many things happened to suddenly.No one actually understand, its just too sudden. Wanna leave it BLANK! A white piece and not a black piece.

Realised...

Many things had happened this few days, there good and bad, and I had realised alot of things. Lets start from the bottom then, I had realised tt I can be tt quiet, I can dun open my mouth for hours. Especially in Mac, workin or maybe all aunties talkin so got nothin to talk so keep quiet or they ask me questions and I just smile and now Aunty MeeMee called me smiley(Xiao Meemee)haha. Not only tt even with friends, when havin our lunch or break we sat together and ya they were like talkin more than topics and me busy eatin even though not hungry and not listenin to them. Then Ameera ask me am I really hungry and I said of course not then she said why didn't I want to join them talkin. And I said I dunno what are they talkin and it had happened for days. And Saturday Ameera and I worked together and she asked me this few days have u realised tt you are so quiet, and were so different from last time, and she said there is somethin missin in me(I guess so too). Then I realised tt I had not been openin my mouth for hours, cos there's many many things stuck in my mouth and dunno how to say, and I guessed it had made me stop takin for days. In my mind there's only a three letter word tt is WHY. It had appeared in my mind for many many times. Wanna know the answers but dunno how to ask, so no point askin. Next is bad things and it happened on tt day when Ameera worked with me adn ask me tt quest, and it happened because of me too. I'm so SORRY, really sorry, really really sorry to Ameera and to Lord. I said tt she is so desperate to want tt guy and ya they put me in too. They start to tell me more about him and tell him about me last last week cos I'm not workin. And they ask me down for a fake meetin cos they said is Jacklyn our stall meetin tt call for a last min meetin only for WEP when I went there, they said actually there's no meetin and ya actually I got drum lesson at 3pm and I'm late. I felt so guilty to use tt word on Ameera but u see its true and last time I am like this too erm but only to him ya. Actually no one knows onli my group knows but he is gone to dunno where so ya nvm then its over alr long time ago. There is nothin I can think of than sorry to both Lord and Ameera cos I had hurt them. I splurted out some vulgarities out. And ya they start callin me miss Holy cos my enemies are those bad things tt I hate to do. But ya I said it out. I'm sorry Lord! Good things is my dad treat us for 2 days on Sat is buffet and on Sun is Sakae Sushi haha took some photos usin my dad's new phone as he just bought it on Sat before goin for e buffet. He took student plan and the line he gave it to me tts why i changed my no. thanks dad. then he saw his friends all younger than him. But ya we guessed tt he knows tt his friends will be there on tt day so ya. But nvm we had a great time together as my dad bought a penguin plush toy for bro and i tigger for me:) hmmm God has His own plan for everyone of us. I guess after writin a blog I feel much better than before at least i had write down some of my feelings?

Mieow!

Haha Sylvester and me the 2 cats in the Yeo's family! Meow Meow!Don't ever disturb the cats, or they will scratch and bite u, so are we haha!
Today is so cold even though I'mn wearin my jacket I still can feel the coldness, since mornin till now. Today is great but quite tired though but God blessed me with strength and energy. During family QT mom is workin and did not go to church wanna scold the manager of hers man. This is too much everytime Sunday my mom will be workin and not goin to church. But ya nvm just pray for her, and godmum praised my prayers as they were quite good but not tt good like my friends haha.
Learnt somethin great and tt is, Christ Jesus-Messiah, Wonderful Counselor, mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace. And many more. God is just so great, today Jenny DaoShi asked us to write a letter to God. I have a lot of things to write but dun have much time to think and to write and paper seem to be quite small. Writin to God is so GREAT good idea ae! Last time I used to write to God but it seem like I did not write tt much as now. Our hope is in God, He is our 1 and precious HOPE! Many frens i asked abt should i quit my work and they say YES, I guess tts what God chose for me. Thanks Lord, and ya in my letter there's so many ThankYou! I just need to Thank God for so many things.Thanks Lord!

Such a wonderful Week!

Had been workin everyday single day except Mon & Sunday, Mon cos no reason but Sun there's a BIG reason and tt is God.(Exodus20:8-10a). Manager had been askin me tt am I goin to continue workin after my programme end i'm still thinkin, and this had quest I had been askin myself again and again but nothin come into my mind. Then I turned to God but I wouldn't know how God goin to tell me His answer but ya gotta make my mind. Haha guess Jeremy had made it for me thanks alot! This few days is very very cold, dunno is because i'm sick as tts what my mom always nag at me or what. I had been coverin myself with blankets or jackets. And my mom was so curious why am I always so cold then she asked the doctor and e doc said cos I'm cold blooded! haha jokin he said my body is cold. Ya I found it funny too as while I'm workin in e kitchen, everyone is is so called perspirin (i guess) but I am shiverin in front of tt muffin toaster. But ya forget abt tt, I have worked with YiJoe, Ameera, Pathiban but not with Denise and tt Wed I worked with her, she id just so cute na. And Terrence another crew leader, he is cute and ya he looks like those english english one and also speaks like one too... On Wed Denise and I gotta do runners and ya Terrence is Denise cashier but he also teach me alot of things and ya mediacorp ppl went there to act, nice scene ae! Haha Kang ChengXi, Fiona Xie, Chen LiPing, Huang WenYong and a few more if not wrong. Denise and I were like watchin them actin, but ya she had been tellin me tt ChengXi very handsome and cute stuff and after work it rain so heavily so ya we went back home late, and we ate our lunch with Terrence haha. Then Terrence got back to work so I sat there with Deniise chit chattin abt their actin and they got a break ChengXi went out to take a drink and we two were like lookin at him, then he looked back an smile at us haha so cool man, i mean nvm. Cos i'm sittin closer to the window and I guess he saw me first and smile at me first then to Denise, she looked at me and say dun smile smile la but its courtesy mah! Nvm la its just an actor, so wat big deal nehx. But God is so much more greater and handsome 10X than him! Haha So great to know our Heavenly Father. Just then I remembered tt I had read e Daily Bread durin my QT and it said We Christian had already been given the Gifts of Gift! 1st we Know Christ and He had chosen us as His child and He is the GIFT! And He asked Jesus to die for our sins, and for tt our Sins Are Forgiven(Eph1:7), The Teaching From The Holy Spirit(John14:26),Eternal Life And A Home In Heaven(1John5:12)(John14:2),and most greatest of all A Love Like No Other(John15:9.13)
Its as easy as ABC to recieved salvation.
Admit that you're a sinner(Rom3:23)
Believe on Christ(Acts16:31)
Confess your Faith(Rom10:9-10)

What's wrong with me?

This morning I'm very tired so take bus to work but when in the bus my heart hurts again, oh my but not as painful as tt time. I'm so tired and heart broken. Hope tt God can mend my heart back to normal. I ask my sis Ameera "Am I really very boyish?" She looked at me and said Yes u are and u are more boyish than me, as she is e most boyish one in class. How, is this what God want me to be? I dunno what God want me to be? My mom said when I'm not born e doc. said she is havin a boy on e first scan and e second scan e doc. said is a girl. Wat e~ And is it because of this I'm more like a boy? And I can comfirm that when school reopen within all e girls, I will have e shortest hair again as I am always not different. Cos I have cut my hair and felt I much more cooler than anyone haha:) But I kept feeling tt there's many pairs of eyes lookin at me, dunno why and what are they lookin? Saw alot of ppl while walkin home aft work, saw a group of my sch NPCC frens as they called my name and I did not hear cos I'm listenin to my mp4 and thinkin of some stuffs. Ameera signal me and ya then saw them. Then saw my pri5&6 chi teacher, so went to greet her wonder does she remembers me? As I'm always e worst in her class but she remembered as she ask me questions and she thought I had dropped out of sch and start workin, sad she still treat me as a bad student but nvm i'm opposite of last time so ya Must Be Positive!
During workin time things is happenin theres good and bad, good is Ameera is toastin e bread and I'm steamin e round egg and means tt we are standin side by side. Bad there's seems to be alot it happened to Parthiban and he cried cos he is scared and being accused for misunderstandin ya so as a school mate Ameera and I comfort him and made him back to normal haha by our nonsence again...
It had been very cold for days, and I had been sneezin for days. Tmr goin to church for drum lesson again yeah! Thurs they goin for Malacca trip but I can't go cos no passport funny rite but ya is e fact. I want to go e next trip with my church TQ btw I kknow wat TQ in english means Youth Fellowship haha Jenny Dao Shi told me haha:)
Kkz gotta sleep cos tmr workin from 7.30 to 11.30 hmmm gonna be fun, cos God will bring joy to us, believe, trust, faith! Yeah workin with Denise tmr love her lots cos she is so cute!!! First time workin with her, wonder what kind of attitude she had durin workin times, hmmmm should be quite serious rite as she always looks like but not tt serious cos bein influence by us haha:)
Tmr Ameera's Birthday! To My Dearest sister In Christ,Happy Birthday!!!:) God bless U in watever you do! Love U:) Muacks!