There nth much to update...
Thurs, went to have typhoid jab with kokway, angie, brinz, jeff, n darren(the one who make us wait for 1hr?)-.-
Then went for boaz's b'day celebration lol super cute guy... He simply LOVE ORANGE...
Went hm at 11++...
Fri forgotten wat i did... Sat n 2day went church...
With all the sins i did n stuffs, i dun even know how GOD gonna save me.
But was touched with HIS words... Thks HEAVENLY DADDY
Almost gave myself up..
Messing up my own life...sighs...nvm...

Lookin forward to A.S.K celebration?on tues... & HILLSONG CONCERT!!! WOOOHOOO!

Songs Of the Week~Take It All, Indescribable, Devotion, For All U've Done, At The Cross n songS frm HILLSONG!!!

Lost sheep

Alright shall update at this time cos bro ask me to??? hahahaha... with tt sarcastic line...

Was readin thru my long long time blogs was kinda like missed those days?
Missing those RELATIONSHIP tts being built within me in GOD.
A last min prayer bein ans by SIS, by callin out HIS name n singin praises...
Tears almost rolled out when readin those posts,
compairin it with now. lost n despaired...
Had been blindly readin HIS words, though HIS words taught me lots of stuffs.
Kinda sad when i can't recall any of the verses, goodness... sighsssssssss...)':
sgc/sgr? sin,guilt,confess/sin,guilt,run.. currently sgr:(

1 week of hols had past, MISSED everyone. My bro, brinz, sher, darren, angie, hanhan, jiahui, eric, aiya simply the WHOLE CLASS...><
But dun think they'll miss me): baddiesssssss... Except Brinz with tt posts... haahaa thks brinz...

I SIMPLY LOVE TINGEN!!! She's super sute...
A.S.K I LOVE U ALL!!! WE ROX the livingroom filled with praises....
oooopsss wat am I doin here???Proclaimin my love to them... shall not let my wife knows ttXP!!!

Faith shaken...

Another random blog since i'm bored...
Went to grandma's house, played with Boaz didn't really play though,
watch OKTO, some play dough-.- n have lunch n zoom back home.
As mom went out, so was like half-day-care??? lols...
Went there was so tempted of gettin a hair cut... Trim it at least, my hair is super ugly now...
But didn't cos of choosin of hair-dresser at the rite time...
Then reach home read, n off again to swimmin, alone... Sighs Dor, dun be tt late next time ya...
Have dinner, n did as much chores as i can to keep myself busy so tt i can stop thinkin...
Grrrrrrrrr... Super complex feelings... I hate it... cryin.anger.hatred.someone to talk to?
In tt show for tt dancer, for my situation i'm super like her...
STUBBORN!!! N lost everythin...
Cos I wanna swim, dun care how much pain i had for my back...
I lost everythin but thank GOD tt I hope I didn't loose HIM.

Ytd was borin, other than the dance part hahas
(which was a last min decision, I made the rite choice)
Javin seems to be very noisy the whole day, which he dun does tt usually...
Maybe he's too nervous?excited? for today's church er tong ji camp woohoo...
I'm so wanna help out but i can't...-.-nvm...
Was also waitin for DorDor's msg abt goin swimmin but she wait till I said OK to dance in church with YuLing n all then she msg me. Sorry...
Went to church at 7pm for dance ministry, with YuLing, JingWen, Anqi, n JinChi as well as the teacher. Heard there's more hahas. First time goin for dance ministry it was SUPERB!
Thumbs Up! Then was a little tough to catch up with them with my dumbdumb brain n my ouchy backbone...-.- But thks to my dears YuLing n JingWen who teach me aft class thks dears!
Thank God tt u ans my prayer again. Its time where I've gotta spend mre time with U! Tmr its gonna be a good day to spend with U. I shall give TMR to God...
As for today bro went off to church early with Nich in uncleTony's car for their camp. Woohooo Spendin the whole day out with mummy, spent alot ae! Nv shopped tt long b4, muscle cramp addin ytd's aches. Days of sleepin late, eyes strts to hurt somehow... I'm missin ur nonsense BRO!!! Hol's startin to get bored...
Concentrate on ............ ILOVETHEMALL!!!

Now a days ppl smood swing super fast-.-
Cos of weather??? Ya, ITS SCORCHIN HOT LA CAN!!!
Can't stand it alr...(sit down then)
Sat, went joggin with Dorothy(DorDor), its been a long time since we ran...
Stamina dropped... sigh... Then went to do sit ups but i can't back bone hurts super lot...
Thks to roller bladin-.- hurt my back TWICE... forever one lo...I'm kinda like afraid tt wat if i hurt my back again then i'll be para????? Goodness man... Wat on earth am I thinkin.???
When reach home was wonderin should I go tq(DiXiongHui), as I nv go for weeks? Yea, then end up nv go again sorry GOD... Cos got family gatherin. Got tricked? As seems like everyone reach at 6++ while tq ends at 6??? Grrr!!! Then the youths were busy listenin songs... Some playin with Nich... While Boaz were watchin fantastic 4 with tt super big screen WOWs! The sound impact was WOOHOO too! Then the whole house super quiet all were focusin on the movie n Boaz who sat in the middle of no where bein the centre of attraction hahas this lil cute guy....
JAVIN IS SUPER NICE TO DISTURB, at least he knows how to pei he me hahahahaha...-.-"
Sun, was superb. A day filled with ans for ALL the doubts n quests i had... Thank U FATHER! Went lunch with TingEn, MeiXin n Yuling. Funny ladies which made us laugh continually. TingEn n I keep singin the deepest voice for Take it all... LOL then we start our ZI HIGH again hahas... Then went home n out again with DorDor for swimmin.. Swim till 7.30pm, saw instructor Taison(tarzan in water&not land) testin the GoldStar... Then ended my day...
As for today, brought bro Aunt's house for tuition then went market with mom. Did cheese cake, tried cheese cake with chilli? hahahs new invention... so anyhows... But yea it tasted quite nice.. Tot of goin to buy things... Shall do tt ltr... Hmmm ask DorDor to cycle with me to there then I can skip joggin n someone to accompany me to buy things hahas... lazy me...

Ytd was fun but tiring, as we pract our tabasco.
We aren't tt organised yet... Should meet up more often to discuss!!!
Then take same train with Jiahui since he is goin to cityhall...
Jiahui asked me a question which i think till now...
I dun think i answered him the way i think, aft much consideration.
Shall re~ans him next time bahs....
Like marty~I'm lookin for a true fren... N i'm desperately lookin for 1 but thank GOD tt HE loves me as HIS own, cares for me like HIS child and treats me as a fren... BESTEST fren I've ever had... Though HE is a fren of mine, but HE has blessed everyone with a fren a closest fren on earth. But who will it be? still lookin tt particular person... I've once found it but I loose it.

Today was ok ok as we went to sia huat with the whole class, full of kitchen equipments WOW!!! so cool lah, gonna bring my mummy there to see look see look.. hahas..B4 tt while waitin for everyone to arrive Outram park mrt station, we started the day hilariously, by bro/sis with brinz bag n his "niang" actions hahahahas... Aft SiaHuat we went Plaza Sing with half of the class, tot of eatin with others sakea sushi but half way they go their way, so we go ours as the weather is super !HOT! Then Brinz, darren n I went to PS foodcourt to drink thn end up eatin lols... Then Angie, Elton n Waddy came along, next Eric(dear of the day"..."), Hanwei(Brinz dear of the day), lesley. Each eat aft someone finish eatin-.- Then we were playin around all the way to the mrt, super funny la with the 2 horny guys.... Thats how i end my day.....

HAPPY PIRTHDAY SHERINE!!!

Partying at BISHAN PARK!

Tricked by our magic candles? hahas
suppose to take everyone's unglam moments, while eatin cake w/o forksXp
end up only took this sigh anw its better than nth, best still its the B'day GIRL!!!hahasss
YIPPEEE openin of presents... From~^BRINZ^
Sorry didn't get to take everyone's presents... SORRY...
By~^ME^piggyyyy....

From~^Indra^

From~^Kokway^

Find this picture cute, Oh Sherine cutest part...Nae~ but still the doggy is still cuter than her><

Look at tt 2 on the top of the spider~webby...

We r all gonna climb up to catch u 2....hahaha
not funny...-.-

GROUP PHOTO1... hahas

GROUP PHOTO2, nice rite, of course la, I take wan mah...

Oh goodness man, i become more n more thick skinned... But nvm... hahas

Headin back to my house, aft the GHOST STORIES sharing... Saw this little cute dog with the owner... I'm so goin down whenever i'm free to play with her, she is super cute... though alittle nervous when she saw 1 whole bunch goin towards her watchin her play...

We ended our day by comin to my house... FULL HOUSE man, hahas this is the first time... Thks for visitin N WHERE MY ENTRANCE FEES???? All run away just like tt Xp... But hope all of u had a great time, esp SHERINE.... LOVE ALL OF U...MUACKS... btw many claps to the organiserSSSS...Esp brinz, ckw, jeff n me and all who have joined in too... W/o all of u it won't be this fun...
As for the 6, let this be another chance where i can bring excitement n not boredom to u guys... Sorry...

Song of the week:Planetshakers:Stand in Awe

At last exams are over...Phew...
Though today suppose to be goin out with brinz, darren, hanhan n wady to land to chilled out.
But rmb of wat mom said things tt let me think for days...
Decided to go home, n rest. Slept for hrs.
I even overslept, super late for the meetin with YingJie...
Sighs so sorry tt i nv go...
Anw tmr goin cathay with them:)yippeeeeI'MGOING!!!

Ppl said i've changed... I know...I'm more n more stubborn... More n more quiet, words dissolved...Some say, emo...dun wanna bond...mute...act soft??? &stuffs...
I prayed lesser n lesser, can even say i nv sincerely pray this week...UNBELIEVABLE!!!
Esp this week strugglin thru day by day, papers by papers...
Didn't went sunday sch last week n did somethin which ppl sure say stupid... I can't run away from prayin, when we were asked to pray, Holyspirit tells me tt it has been a long time since i closed my eyes n talked to GOD. I closed my eyes, n said Lord, I missed the time with u...
Then HE touched my heart, n it dropped end up flowin out... Thks JW(:
YuLing suddenly come tell me abt some past stuffs... Hey dear, no worries haha tt was super long ago alr & I cried TO THE LORD not to myself...
I broke too many ppl's heart n even HIS heart...I dun even say i'm sorry... Even if i say u all will either forgive i not.......Wat am i suppose to do? Bro ask me, did i regret?
Stubbornly i responded. I dunno... Now There's 2 voices in me.
I keep tellin myself i can't i can't... End up bruise n she knows it alr... Consequences...
Regreted? i dunno... I DUNNO!!!
I ans all the ans tts comes from my heart...
She told me, my faith is much stronger then hers, I shook my head n said it was the past...No longer now...Tears start flowin...
She dotes me too much tt she dun bear to scold or hit me... I ask, Y, i did tt cos no one did.
She ask u hate urself? I nodded my head...Tears flow even more...
I need u LORD... Change me, renew me, mould me... Most of all Speak to me... Fill me...