This Christmas, i dunno wat to say but just, sadded. the feeling its not rite ever since the quarrel started, i know neither wants it tt to happen, which is lik duh~
Can say tt, its tt night n the night at camp I cried tt badly, i dunno y.
Mum said if this happens frequently I'll be emotionally sick.
But i find tt if i cry out its better than keep everythin, n sinking into emotions lik wat happenin now.
Knowin tt others might realised this place has been abandon.
I just can't be happy, even if its the best thing of the best thng have happen, i might not be happy, I wonder y n how.I can't say it out, it'll worry, so many ppl. So scary!!!
But I want back the season of happiness, n thankfulness i found durin and aft the camp till, it happens:(
All I ant is to cry as hard as I can or just be lik my fren who wanna go svc to 诉苦...
Sighs only Lord, can help me...I believe by faith!!!
