At last had been waitin so long, loneliness had been drivin me crazy. I know how it is like when frens are not around as everyone runs away and u are toatally blurred and blank. I had these feelings before not long ago years back since i was in Primary School and I hate those years. And the feeling is back, just so... Can't be descibed. I just want frens... Shoutin"WHERE ARE MY FRENS?" Are they dead somewhere or they had run away and never leave a note? Had been doin housework to keep me from thinkin about frens but when I'm alone it came back. I want to forget FRIENDS. THEY ARE NOT MINE! Or maybe gotta pray hard for trust worhty friends then. Or may be just forget it and yar only God is our only best fren, no one else.
Ok got it. Gotta study hard for this year and obey God no other stuffs is to be stuffed in my time table. Next this is the last year in school not gonna care about friends or other things just study. I'll do it whole heartedly! For God not myself.
Let us just Thank God for what He had blessed us, family, teachers and church frens. And maybe old trustworthy frens and old frens. Good things and yar trials tt had let us grown. Got to speak to God and listen to God's voice carefully. This year's aim -God -studies.... Nothin else.
