A.S.K lovesssss YAHWEH!!!! give praises to HIM ae!!!

Woohooo I'm super happy man, tmr gonna hand in our proj ALR!!!
AFT SO LONG-.-
Praise God for everything went well haha....
Aft many sleepless nights, NOW I'm sick... yea shivering the whole day in class...
Wasted 2 packets of tissues, thks to the one who gave me haha:p
This week was both STRESS n RELAX aft all.
As stones aft stones had been taken away...
Thks DADDY!
Now a days had been hangin late outside with Sher haha...
Sleepless nights for her tooo sighs take care me dear...
We planned lots of things for the coming days haha was EXCITED! R U????
Peeled off my meat on MON -.- my very first peeler on my very first potato of the day-.-
Bleed for hrs...
It was pain n ya MY UGLY SIDE CAME OUT!!! GRRRRR....
Sorry to show out my unglam side of me... Feel bad ae...
Mon was lik havin thunder storms in my heart STRESS,FEAR,PAIN :'(
think too much AGAIN... sighsss... My tears dropped... sorryy...
But thk DADDY for blessing me frensssss to help me out... lovesss...
Ytd was bad got the most shit from DY, shouted for lik the WHOLE DAY:(
I felt bad hope to sort things out but i end up being angry... Sorrry..
"Everyone has temper, is just that how u manage it"
This sentence strike me suddenly to chill me down...
Start to miss A.S.K!!! M,L i miss the both of U man!!!
Meet on teacher's day!!! errr wat time will sch end ae??????
Today random went back with the 2 pollutant, who CORRUPT MY MIND!!!
Anyhow-er.....
Tt pill i took frm darren was real effective man but i slept in the train-.-"
Thks anw...
SHER DUN FORGET OUR PLANS!!!! Its supposed to be worked out... yea RMB hor!!!

This week were random...
Chionging for projS and revising test...
But thk God tt there's bros n sis to keep me goin...
And of course UR wisdom and strengths:)
Knowin our weakness this week aft being revealed...
yea needa talk more, MAKE MORE NOISE!!!
Oh No, I BAD at tt...Err need help here-.- with this small prob.......
Haha went CHURCH today!!! WOOHOO!!! We sang on stage n its BEAUTIFUL!
Then went j8 for lunch ate faster than the others, errr ok...
Cos meetin Sher for revision, hehex i see her EVERYDAY!!! hahahaha
Lady I LOVE U MAN!!! hahas I'm seeing her tmr AGAIN!!!
Ooops y am I so hyper? Yea, a fren to share EVERYTHIN with, sorry dear sometimes i'm talkative towards her ONLY, errrr haha anw thks for ur listenin ear(: lovessss
HeavenlyDADDY, I get to see many who r in need, and i have a heart for them to spread UR love to them BUT how??? I dun have the courage I'm afraid of rejected by them n stuffsss.
Like wat Bro said share ur GOD with "us". Err though he said tt for fun, but it seems tt Lord, u're trying to hint me something... LORD somethings MUST be done!!! Rely on U now, DADDY!!!

Haha was suppose to blog this last nite but i slept so yea tooo tired, maybe.
Ok ok 1st thing 1st thks guys for all the wishes again ytd hahasss
Esp to KASakaWIFE n GAYA,n their mummy who still rmb hahaha thks ALOTloveeesss
then next is JIAHUI,CHINCHER, MUMMY,JAVIN,GODMUM, KOKWAYakaBRO,SHER,BRINZ,DARREN,JEREMYakaREMSTER,
JINGWEN n SIXIAN!!! thks ppl, love to all of u...((:
Though the trip out was errrr ok so yea many thk to
Brinz(for tt lil while),Han,Angie,Jeff,SHER...
Was fun watchin the movie Xia dao Xiao... Serious it really did...
Was scary, funny n the place is cold, sher n me were lik shiverin thru the whole movie... haha

Haha but yea back to spiritual life though, its been weeks not goin back home(church)
somehow i missed DADDY. Went back a while for the yu cha? Yea to learn how to lead but can't stay too late in fact i'm late still... Cos of the so call "proj work" which end up, lost in bugis with Angie n Jeff for the whole ????mins/hrs???? hahas cos i dun go out much 4 ur info... NEXT TIME CHOOSE A BETTER PLACE HOR!!!
Kkz really back yea tt yu cha i was really troubled with...After super long of not seeing them n sharin stuffs... Its kinda hard though.. Yea the confidence dropped totally n really utter ALOT!!

And tis words really means alot to me

"Sure, we fall, but it's how long you stay down that counts.

Get up, begin again, and you will know

the joy of a fresh start with JESUS.

-Barbara Johnson"

Now a days i read GALATIANS, it really made me think SUPER lot!!!

Its lik another wake up call. But i didn't ans agian... Its a choice for me to call back or to leave it.

Sacrifices is needed when i call back back and my decision is...........CALL BACK...........

Today its aN ENJOYABLE DAY!!! hahaha
Filled with laughters and many smiles..(:
Bro sorry arh can't be ur main character for ur videoing hahhaha
WHo ask them give ridiculous sabotage-.-

Pls la hor peeps keep ur kisses for urself la hor thks alot anw...-.-
TTS ERR EEEWWWWW!!! who gave tt idea?!?!?!
THANKS TO ALL UR WISHES AND PRESENTS MANY THKS N LOVES TO ALL OF U:)
CA5091 rox, thks once again(:
Spreaded with Flour,
ICING SUGAR(thks to frankie-.-,smack him, thks to those who helped me haha),
cream all over my face...
thks arh...If got pimples u all DIE man!!!

Thks guys for rmb it, touched by all of ur sincere:):')
Went home with tt group of jokers haha HILARIOUS Eric n Darren again with han n brinz(lover birds-.-)
who made sher n me laugh till stomach ache n i can't stop laughin on our walk to station...
In the train even worst haha made me laugh non-stop...
Thks for ur care :)haha
There's no chance for me to say tt to u...
hmmm maybe i dun even know who i'm referrin to rite now nvm...
I'm impressed with wat tt "deeer" said... WOW!!! Savin it for tt person only...
I hope ... will be e very first again???

Lord, thks u for watchin me till this very day...
Just now tt repentance prayer was true,
I pray tt i won't hurt u n mom again...

BOTANIC GARDEN!!!

Today went BOTANIC GARDEN with SHER, REMS, n the couple...

I was like perspirin while they are all sweatin:P(???got the diff???)

SUPER HOT with tt weird weather rainy/sunny...

Meet Sher n Rems then took 105 there...

Waited for the couple for ........ waited at the food court...

When they reached walked ard n of course TAKE PHOTOS...
Tts the main point tt we went there...

Seems tt Jere n me the one takin hmmmm.... PhotographerS of the day...

Sher loved the flowerssssss, errrrrr???

While the SLOW POKES COUPLES strollin behind...

When everythin is done went for lunch at our competitve place... FOOD COURT!!!

Then Sher, Jere n me went Jurong east lib, we're the GUAI KIASSS hahaha

Muggin over the holss eh..

On our journey there we chatted alot of things... Discussed alot of weird weird things...

N Sher the love CONSULTant, CONS n INSULT-.-lols

Met a few familiar faces ae... SINGAPORE got tt small meh???

Same to Jere who met his princ? n relativessss... HAHA...

NEW discovery-cactus w PINK chilli padisss??

BTW THKS TO SHER FOR FOLLOWIN US TO BG, THKS ALOT DEAR(:

Had a chat online with DaJie last nite, hope there's more time to chat with her,eh...

Found out tt many peepss seems to be thicked skinned,nowadays.

Reflection done hope there's no more emo thinkin in me???

WOOHOO i read HIS amazin word today:)its AMZING N AWESOME!!!

Thks DADDY!!!lovesss

To ppl out there hmmm, don't be envyy on how GOD loves us pls...

Am here to invite ppl to join me to experience n enjoy HIS' love.

HIS' love wasn't just for Chirstians alone but for EVERYONE!!!

Christian wasn't just a religion but a relationship with CHRIST!

No offence for other religious,ya(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

Ytd n today was abt stayin at home to think STRAIGHTLY but end up think hay wire again.
I treated ppl real cold this few days, I even scold my loves one ****)':
GOSH!!! Wats happenin to me?
Sat nite was preparin my hearts for Sunday's worship but end up stayin at home.
Was being prompted with wat my fren said "Who r u goin there FOR???"
U ain't goin there for HUMANS!!! So y care wat they think or say or even gossip( ihopenot) abt u!!! But still was trapped under tt scheme...grrrr.... Start to read HIS word again but again end up sleepin-.-
Hmmmm when will i stop all thins?
Maybe shall sleep early tonite, though its kinda late now-.-
So tt tmr can wake up for tmr's jog at 6.30(:
then meetin SHER,brinz,remster,hanwei for project. Hmmmm...
My attitude is gettin bad to worst. I keep thinkin back... Times where i dun see JESUS there...
Tt really pull me down... I'm sorry, i'm sorry, I'm sorry LORD!!!
Why am i sayin helpless when u're alrd there for me tryin to equipped me but i ignore u.......)':
Hebrews4:15-16 For we do not have a high priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses, but was in all points tempted as we are, yet w/o sin. Let us come boldly to the throne f grace tt we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
I NEED THIS TO STOP!!! Lord, if u r willing, stop this... pls... I plead u... I need u!!!
I led myself astrayed, Lord, sorry to bother u, bring me back on to the righteous track...

DeeplyDemoralised...

Knowin tt aft i had happen but i'm sorry tt I'm not used to it...
Hurt her most this month... Wonder when will it stop?
I'm confused, if looked deeply into MY eyes i'm filled with tears.
Figurin out is tears of joy, sorrows or???

Felt tt i'm scary at sometimes, the moment i think tt think will happen.
It happen... THINK NOT DREAM leh HELLOOOS ARH!!!
I didn't mean to think tt way... Is tt coincidence or???
I'm scary....

I really miss the hug frm my mom... :'(
I need huggs? ehhh this sentence seems weird... HeLlO think straight oK!!!
Nvm save it for urself.... SPEECHLESS..... Shall con't my projS put all this aside then...HeavenlyDADDY AFT ALL I need u most still...I can't live w/o U!!!

Blasting Chirstian songs to help me out, i hope...Hillsongs...
Can words tt comes frm mouth, change the heart???

Fun & Excitin week eh...

This week was exciting, though my mind is still thinkin hay wires...
Things had start to change eh?
Realtionship with GodDaddy, family n frens... Changed...):
Uselessly cried out...
But my HEEEHORRR language still no change-.-
Shit man gonna become my habit soon, GOTTA CHANGE EVEN MORE!!!
I've been very noisy, but was asked to be even noisier-.- Shall be noisy in Ma'am's class ONLY!!!
I can't even stand myself talkin, disturbin non-stop.
My voice simply very ANNOYIN!!! GRRRRR!!!!Shall shut up!
Had been with Eric n Darren on our journey home.
Their dirty "interview" makes me LAUGH TILL almost VOMIT!!!!
REAL DISGUSTING!!! EWWW!!!
Pollutant pollutes ppl's mind...
Though he started innocently but others pollute his,
n now they pollutin each other even more! By addin worst funniest ewwwest things into it...
Sigh... POLLUTED!!!
Yeah I admit i seriously got the pollution in my mind, the word "F***" has been in my mind for quite sometime... I dunno, simply dunno though goin to YingJie's meetin, hearts opened but when home it resume to normal...sigh... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wats wrong with me???? The "F" word just shoot out when something happen. goodness... sigh needa restart everything with GOD frm the scrap...
I'm sorry Lord... I'm insane now... Lord, take everythin out of me... If even better take this life away so i'll not hurt U even deeper... I dun deserve ur love... But y still love me???HeavenlyDaddy... all ur ans is in the book and I know sm of it, its stupid to fight against it...

Today was weird, I'm behavin weirdly...
Forcing myself myself to forget things easily so i'll not be lik the person who injured purposely. Sooner or ltr i'll forget how to talk to ppl all my topics will be Ooops I forget le... Speechless now a days i dunno wat else to say only keep disturbin ppl... Sop asking y emo!!! Though i rmb things I'll force myslef to forget so i'll totally forget...

Anw today is TIRING!!! Not funny to be a soux chef!!! Can nv shout, disgrace my sec sch cca nia...Purposely???
Angry wif tt BANDAGE!!! It reminds me of some things which i forget-.-
I'm tired, angry, confused, avoid, weird, ALL FEELINGS SURROUNDED ME!!! Grrrr...
So wat if u're big dun act ok!! I nv act big u NV TRY ACTIN!!! I HATE IT!!! I said stop being so GAUI LAN!!! N I mean it!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRR.......

Lord, sorry to pollute but... Bless me a fountain of tears. Pray tt tmr gonna be better...
But still Daddy thks for today, Knowin tmr will be better, praise U!!! WOOHOOO!!!

Lesb sorry tt i treated u lik tt cos it kinda pissed me off, n also my attitude probs were back I'm sorry...

I wonder wat happen this few days, I've been complainin within myself past few days.
Feel so sleepy n tired, were to sleep b4 10pm n now still awake at 12am...
Wats happenin to me n everyone?
Faith being build n crushed...
ARHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! Who can ever understand? Things inside heart forgotten super easily I HATE IT!!! Once forgotten hard to rmb back... How to share lik tt... Total speechless...LORD! tts all i can call...sorry....