Half sad...Half happy... WEEK...

Its like the unhappiness happens on Sunday, during service.
That was why i didn't con't the service and ran out.
Yepps knowin tt I was wrong I can't hide anything from HIM.
And I still choose to hide.
But at least from tt run away I've got clear tt HE put this grp tgt and is for forever,
and why am I tearing it off??? Cos of the meetings? YEPPSSSS!!!
Alright I've gotta chill just let this be the last meeting of the yr.
Lord, I seriously can't handle... I'm tired of saying no to meetings.

Aunty Suci went back on Christmas day, which made me cry the whole afternoon. And forgetting DADDY! 6yrs of besties is now........ Anyway thks Daryl for singing Beautiful Saviour to gain back my faith:)its nice to sing tgt with cousins so PLS LEARN TT SONG hehe cos I just love it.... I dun mind volunteering myself to teach the 2 youngest ones hehe:)

Next i've quitted my job. I'm gonna miss all of u.... A place of fun and laughters.
But talking abt can't go church I think its better to give tt up
and concentrate to build OUR relationship, ya DADDY:)
I'm sorry, tts all I can say.
For I didn't have much time with u, didn't serve u wholeheartedly.
Didn't this, didn't tt.
Thankyou for UR grace tt even though I can't feel UR pressence but DADDY I still recive UR blessings, IMMEDIATE BLESSINGS! THANK YOU LORD, for UR MERCY AND GRACE!!!ESPECIALLY UR LOVE!!! DADDY I live through faith not thru feelings, yeah..... PLANETSHAKERS!!! HILLSONGS!!! YOOOOHOOO DADDY U ROX!

Thank U for putting me into cullinary, even though tt Ah Cherng say not good for gals.
But I'll do my best:) to GLORIFY UR NAME:)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!! HOHOHO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEAVENLY DADDY!!!!!!
Sorry tt I didn't go church for both days as I'm working on the eve and sending off aunty Suci back to her country today.
Yepps is a crying moment for me as I LOVE HER ALOT! Gonna miss her...
Knowing her for 6yrs, sharing happiness and sorrows.
And now she is gone. Alright stop saying abt this.

Wonder why people say I'm working cos of money,
sorry I'm not. I worked cos of I"VE GOT PLENTY OF TIME!
At first I wanna serve YOU in church but what can I do?
I dunno what I'm thinking right now...
Maybe just off my phone and everything and just STONE...............

Thank God tt everything goes smoothly today:)
Cos I got scolded for the whole MONDAY, and the other 2 on Tues.
And is like everyone teachin me 1 ear in, 1 ear out.
But firstly absorb the things tt is needed to be changed first and others OUT THEY GO!
As for today both LAODA and LAOBAN off! WOAH!
So good rite, and we still did what is needed to, and we did not talk.
Now tt eveything is done woohooo, tmr off.
If not i gotta take MC...-.-
Half of my day I lost my voice, is so jialat la.
Especially handling customers, I can't talk and if I talk O scared I will scare them away.
So the best way is tt I sjall use my smile:) to handle and I will handle if my voice is back if not JOSEPH! Help me with this customer, pls, thankyou:)
Thank God for blessing me with so many nice frens,
especially my dear SEWHOON,
she keep asking: Can you cope? Of cannot must say, or you can ask AhChian to let you leave early.
And I keep saying: can I can de, no worries with my big smile:D
And I'm like using actions to represent things tt I wanna say.

Joseph totally so donk when he sees me using handsigns hahaha.

Until I say ~I got no voice~
Then I'm suppose be at the door but cos of my "no voice", I've got no choice but to tell Ah Chern to help me again usin my handsigns,

he was like saying hey eat KFC will recover haha,

eat more prawn crakers

He and his smiley face always makes me laugh haha... SO CUTE LA!

Anyway really needa thank God for this job, frens, and everything I prayed for Thank you Daddy for listenin to me and answering every single thoughts tts in my mind. Thank You, Oh Lord, for ur mercy and grace, And most importantly Thank You for watching over me and guiding me. Knowing tt without your pressence today will not be this successful THANKYOU! Love you HeavenlyDADDY!

I misses the days in church, ESPECIALLY TQ! Even though I get a chance to go every SUNDAY. That simply NOT ENOUGH! I wanna go more often!!!! After this month then...