Stop hating!

Why? hatred come into my life again, starting to hate again arrrh... I'm tired, really tired of this can I just forget and never remember not even the word? Maybe my mom is right just ignore, but it seem so diff as they not only doin once but they do it almost everyday. The more they do I feel irritated and wanted to scold them, but I dun have the heart to scold them though so ya, avoid? is tt the only way to solve? I dun think so but ya nvm. And this is not only them there is more of course got one whole list to hate ya they are all those who hurt me most... I know Hatred bad but i dunno y hatred come in to my mind. My mind was like tellin me Frens sucks, dun ever trust them, dun even think of them, I hate frens, wanna leave this place as soon as possible bla bla bla~


This person lets call him A, one of my classmates. He really pissed me off man during ATF those who have medical prob dun do so we stay in the canteen(real borin). He knows tt I'm a christian and he started to critisise God in front of me, he almost persuade someone to stop bein a christian but good tt he doesn't agree with him. He was like sayin all sorts of things like regret to become a Christian as he himself is a christian last time when he is not with the guy who also my classmate and also a strong Chistian. Both end up stop followin Christ and follow others. He said all thiese in front of me and still look at me with a kind of did it purposely kind of look, feel like standin up and talk back for God but ya remberin tt God did not teach me to scold but to pray for them. And ya I cool myself down and listen to my mp4. Knowin tt God will know wat to do.

Heart is broken into tooooo many pieces, wonder will it be ment back again?