Lost hope, I'm out of my mind. Jaut taken out the mask off myself, I can't continue my life when I'm not myself. Just don't know how they do tt, it is too diff for me. With the fake mask on, even though is like actin to be another person tt can be accepted by others, want to act why dun join drama? Actin to be another person to become "frens"(only when together) but when we are not "HATRED" come along. Things won't be solved if we continue like this, agree? I can really differnt shade myself with mask and without mask.
With mask, I gett frustrated, jealousy,hatred very easily, words tt hurt ppl(includin vulgarities)flow out like water tap & of course talk a lot but 75%nonsence.
Without mask, use eyes, ears, more than mouth. Look to God... It's a big differnce isn't?
There is once at home I put the mask on & wrote 1 whole list of ppl who I'm sad of. Realisin wat I've done wanted to go back to God but I'm afraid, just felt a disgrace to God's name. I cried to God but still..... told this to Jeremy,he invite me to his church for service. Ya Thanks Jeremy(:
Reminder: Don't think of puttin a false mask its scary...
To Circuit Breakers: Take tt mask out of yourself as I had alr done.Pour all the Problems out and solve it together! Lets concentrate in this dance no matter how short our time left, let this round be the BEST! Go Circuit Breakers! We Can Do It!
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