The old me is back again...

GG lo, hate the old me and i'm back again. I'm sorry kor I can't really encourage u and had made u feel more worst sorry! Really sorry, everytime u encourage me when i'm down but when its ur turn I can't do anythin. Useless,helpless and hopeless me, nvm den u can blame me, I can understand. Reflect back what kor said Take God's grace for granted, me did it too, Sorry Lord! Forgive me for I am so nvm... Give me another chance pls... Cryin to The Lord! Kor last night cry not cos u made me cry, is just tt whateva u said I reflected it too so ya. Must repent!
Today...
Early mornin jog with Dorothy, ran 7 rounds and walk 1 round in the stadium. My heart is always so weak, while runnin e 7th round my heart starts to pain and its gettin worst so slow down my speed but still can catch up with Dorothy. Knowin tt I might faint anytime I just pray tt Lord can watch over me and if i faint also nvm cos no one will care rite? Haha nvm... Wonder y is my heart so weak? After runnin, went to school bookshop with my mom to buy next year's books, den proceed to daddy's house to help him do his com as his com can't log in to internet so my mom e expert had done everythin for him. So good rite! Love U mummy! Muacks!
Den went home prepare to go to NPCC for Land Division, last visit of the year for Sec3s, sad lo so must treasure the time there haha. While goin there Janet and Kelly had been asking me how is my workin in Mac I said Ok and they want more specific answer but I dunno how to answer so they kept askin quest and I answer them 1 by 1. lol. Dismiss from there so took bus with Kelly, Dorothy and Janet, took forget wat bus le but when we got down, I saw Weishi, Weien and TingTing, waved to them but dun think TingTing saw cos guess Kelly blockin so ya. Went to 7-11 to buy drinks, Janet treat cos she was promoted and got add salary. Haha Thanks Janet. Walked home with Dorothy and we made all kinds of nonsence haha lame... Got to tie hair le cos of NPCC again, either cut or tie, hmmm if cut kas will scold so ya tie might be better?