November 18, 2007

Cheer myself up?

Today just feel so down, wake up brush my teeth and did quiet time with Bro and Godmom as we did it every Sun so ya nothin special. We will always take turn to pray for start and end so today i did endin prayer. Haha always pray in english tts why nv improve chinese, godmum always praise me for my prayers as it is gettin better hehe:) Thanks! After quiet time went for breakfast, and prepare to go to church, miss them all as yesterday didn't go TQ cos workin ya an stupid excuse but i'm havin headache and its rainin heavily. My mom asked me not to go but to stay at home and sleep as i seem to be so tired. So ya back to today and went to church saw Phoebe first hehhx everytime saw her while walkin up the stairs. Then we were chattin all e way up and she told me tt she did not go TQ ytd too as she is sleepin haha same same... We settle down in the room and ChunAi came, chat with me and both of them thought I am from Express but too bad i'm not I'm opposite of tt... Sad/maybe happy to be in tt stream as well haha, cos had been gettin good grades in tt stream, Thanks Lord! Ya shocked? Nehx dun think so haha cos I dun like to study for those who knows me well(: As God had been givin me choices like goin to NA and i went there for 3months and can't take the stress so back ya sad but I did ask God to help me to choose the right one and i'm back to NT dun care wateva ppl say, just trust God as God always gives e best of e best choices for us to choose, yeah? And the day went on, eveytime when its time for praise and worship I'm always very happy as tt was 1 of e most enjoyable part of e whole service,rite? When everythin is over they were preparin to go for lunch and to basketball, wanna follow but didn't cos my bro had been pesterin me to brin him for swimmin lesson and today my mom workin so just brin him there den. But it had been rainin heavily, so his swimmin lesson had become a lecture for e comin test, good luck bro! Uncle Taisin my swimmin instructor as well as my bro's, he had been disturbin me la sigh, but disturb him back bleahx :P hehe...
Agnes came church today yeah! Dunno y loves talkin to everyone of them, they are just like bro and sis ya la of course na bros & sis of Christ mah! She told me tt, i can be bullied very easily, so must be fierce but how? Nvm na, used to it as i had been bullied since young so no difference. Born to be bullied!?
Had been waitin for days, weeks, months...Still waitin

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