Today's another awesome SUNDAY!
Had short sharin w CG(: cool there's where we start to confess...
To be firm w our understandings(:
2 diff homes... Same owner...GOD... Daddy, when the time has arrives do tell me(:
Listenin to ZAN MEI ZI QUAN songs... their worship songs were awesome some of it almost caught my tears but endurin haha cos I'm outside~
The diff between was one they were VERY concerned they can read wat was goin on...
Thru fb they know part of it n they talk to u abt it...
That makes us feel warm n shows tt u're not alone... N makes u feel home... We share heart to heart probs...
They get to know faster, n more than anyone else thks CG loves... new love for GOD...
the other is tt they dun even know u're there, hmmm i does tt too sorry peeps...
I'm learnin n I'm changin... Actions DO speak louder than words...VERYTRUE!!!
thank u HeavenlyDADDY, thank u, love u love u & i love today's SERMON!!!
Infact it truly touches me...
Thru all the songs in between I find it cool... N it really goes well w the sermon...AWESOMENESS(:(: ANW I shall be back to humble myself... Lord, Humble Me!!!

HAPPY 1day late BIRTHDAY LixuanDEAR n LESLEYloves!!!:)

This few weeks have been sinning, repentin sinnin and repenting...
SHIT everytime pass by the cross will look then start to daze..
Lord, I'm sorry, knowin tt lookin to the cross U've take all away.
thks!
I've been strugglin inside me, yepps suppose nt to say it here..
Anw yea lettin go was truly a big step, though i thot i did it.
But aft some words still hurts by bringin them back.... Kinda irritatin...

Alrt shall not blog abt it as sense the free frm chains rite now:):)
N yea shall talk abt this few days then, yea ever since things starts to happen.
Past came back:) Went back home, out w the old grpies:)
HAHA ppl who made me laugh till stomachache...
I've learnt a big lesson... Always be a fren and not a leech!
I've shared w them a few stuffs, n best part is nonsence stuffs is back HAHA!!
Yea n Thurs went for prawnin w the whole class was awesome:)
Haha BOSS taught me how to prawn n pool aft our late lunch w the whole grp(1 disciple cannot have 2 mastersHAHA!BOSS&SALLY)...
Cool was great time out w classmates our bond seems to improve lil by lil...
It always takes 2 hand to clap. This occurs in all situation.
Wow this few hard lessons, all this phrases just came out arh... Not bad not bad:)
Haha yea pray for strength to conquers all things tts against me...PTL PTL!!!!!TYL!!!<3<3esss

U comin up to the max rite...
I'll NV cry abt all tt situations tts comin up by you anymore.
This is the last time though my eyes hurts...Nv worth it...
Be as bitchy as you want.ni zuo chu yi wo zuo shi wu...
Just a reminder b4 u regret, Shut ur bloody F mouth up to listen to wat others say...
U nv change n u'll regret for life...
U wan give me hell, I'll give u heaven....
Vent ur anger on me... I'll not... but u nv know...
Though I can't talk fast neither can I think fast nor can I react fast...
U change n train me to do tt!!!
RMB IS U CHANGE ME TO DO TT ON YOU!!!!
Words comin out of ur mouth is nv true... Watch it man...
I'll nv let it go thru in my ears its even worst than nv put it to heart.... HYPOcrite...
U nv know wat is happenin behind u...
Ur voice is damn sharp, till NO ONE CAN HEAR ME!
Dun believe I shouted over till my mom came out yet U con't w tt voice of urs...
tts y I said SHUT UR MOUTH UP N LISTEN TO WAT OTHERS HAVE TO SAY!!!
Slow minded ppl(me), needs time to think, i shall declare tt INFRONT OF UR FACE!!!
Who ask i'm inherited w this, blame me lah!!!
keep tt volume low la, infact i gonna say tt he didn't even scold or even raise his voice at u..
Know tt U started it first okays... Cos use ur ears n NOT UR MOUTH!!!

Last nite was a good good nite:) at least i stopped tossin ard n sleep thru out...:)
though I tossed on the bed for the whole of ytd... I can still sleep:):)
I was very restless ytd, the usual pain, knocked on the wall to cover up for a while then fell asleep again. I'm like dieing man... Dots the medi do make my stomach feel ewwwww...
In the evenin Brinz called, I was lik GOD thk u tt at least someone woke me up frm my deadness...Talked craps as usual... HAHA lesb part....
Then off to bed again-.-" till 8 dad came to visit me haha as usual too he always visit me when I'm sick... N the power of forgiveness took place:) Thank U heavenlyDaddy... I start to appreciate, compared to last time... Yea...
Then 8.30 YingJie called:) It was really great time w her:) at first bro picked the phone, she finds him familiar then she asked me.... Was shocked tt my bro is JAVIN HAHA... As she's their sunday sch teacher hehe... AWESOMENESS AE!!! I've learnt quite alot thru sharings n talkin dahahaha... I was hmmmm&Ya-ing thru out e conversation:) Then shared quite alot... Then back to sleepin GG...
Let us not revenge but let GOD avenge for us:):)

Taday though it was truly a disaster, but everythin came to an end..
I sincerely appologise.. To all esp to those who was hurt badly infact was the whole grp rite.
Yea at least i slowly found out how to plan n organise well... I mean i got a pict...
Aft the serious meeetin of anger, sadness n disappointement...
I learnt alot of my mistakes... Will do a better job...
N also realise alot of myself... Though some I knew it long ago but its time to step out of tt comfort zone... Pray tt I won't go too far...humble n gentle heart..
This lesson I'll rmb in my heart... THKX ALL once again...