Last week was scary man, face weird circumstances...
Still doubtin abt tt dream, was it frm HeavenlyDADDY or i think too much...
Seems like a warnin frm above, to be firm. Prayin for more revealation in this situation.

Anw ytd was another AWESOME SUNDAY,
though i was rushin n dashin here n there. But it was all worth it(:
Perform in the mornin(its ok tt u all didn't come, I didn't expect so many ppl to know abt it. Dun have to apologise, i appreciate the bondin we had in class... lovess....)
Then rush down to Jason's church(: the song was meaninful n touches my heart, TYL tt I found all the songs we sang(: Praise U continuously... I've found 10 songs in total!!! The sermon was awesome la, a great lesson to be learnt. Answered prayers(: but rems wasn't there U MISSED THE GOOD TIME MAN!! Wasted... nvm, there's another chance I BELIEVE(:
Then return lib book, n off to church for another performance...

Today another random day, amber operation, did crepes(: for misen place...
Did other stuffs n spent time talkin to SHERINE!!! I LOVE U LADY!!! Sorry tt I've neglect so many of u...):

Wat the eyes n head hurts ALOT!
Thanks to the smell of smoke at the land shop.
It make me think of the times when dad is ard, smokin outside the house which pissed me off!!!
Head gonna burst man, slept for like so many wasted hrs... IHATEIT!!!
Almost fainted there-.- slept there while Sher was playin left4dead the walk turn shoot game...
Head even painful! Can't even see properly when walkin la!
Still wonderin WHY AM I TT WEAK???GRRRR!!!

In class, tots came in to my mind durin breaks...
I tot I've did it, but I'm totally WRONG!
I still can't be a good/true fren!
How sad can I be??
I tot i've tried, maybe I hasn't try harder...
I'm felt so away from everyone... Nvm... shall con't?

Things seems to lay back ae...JOCELYN BUCK UP!!!
Start to long HIS pressence again...
I miss those sessionS with HIM<3
Relationship with ppl gettin bad ae... Wonder y...Sighs... Start worryin..
Realised I heard many preachers preachin, which preaching sessions made a diff in my life?
Or can I say which session did I pay attention??Xp Cos knowin tt if we really seek we'll recieve:)
Ppl start to talk abt JESUS, thks for the reminders...
Thks to i dunno who, tt started it...
Anw the songs i had been hearin was cool!LOVE IT! from some church(:
I want to cry out... I'm lost of words...
Shall blog abt the time at MandaiOrchidGarden next blog...
Need rest... Oh shit my medi!

Circumstances tt will build up my faith:)

Sighs I'M SICK!!!!Coughin,sneezin,shiverin...
Didn't really pray as much now OH NO!!!:( BUCK UP!!!
I wanna fight for the rights, but its hard cos its my mummy who I'm gonna fight...
Lord, I wanna honour u, I needa obey my mom, bless me with ur holy spirit to guide me...
I wanna grow closer to U but my relationship with ppl is gettin worst:'(
My family, my church, my frens... I can feel it n i know it.
But I wanna experience U, speak in tongues. I dun mind sacrificing my time to live for the kingdom of heaven sake but may my mummy understand...
Thanks to all who prayed for me:)Most appreciated:)
ThankU HeavenlyDADDY, for listenin n answerin all my prayers:)
Thks for takin the pain frm my throat straight away aft I've prayed. This means tt prayers always works HAHA... Many Thanks to YingJie, Jason n Grace for helpin me out in my faith n all the encouragements tt u all had given... Pray even harder...

Alrt back to sch... Class was cool, back to MPC-MATHS!ROX! Though all return back to teachersXpSHHHH!!! Have been waitin for PE which is tmr! BUT I CAN'T JOIN!!! GRRR...
Cos I'm sick...Rebuke it away man! Then had been goin home with tt horny bunch. More n more ppl gettin courrupted man! Even the GALS!!! But not me HAHA!!! Shall be my Holy Holy:)
Proud to be n to live tt way:) Since others can prove me they can do it, SO AM I!!!
Was kissed by Brindha EVERYDAY!!!! AHHH nightmare!!!Sry didn't mean anythin haha cos aft tt incidence, in secondary 2weeks of fear... Dun wan think abt it! Dun do tt again!

Cool at last sch has started:) totally different.
MORE HYPER! With tt focus on..
Con't w tt post..
Fri went VIVO AGAIN!!! but this time with SiXian:)celebrate her end of N's:)
Took lots of picts:) Went back to childhood memories:)
Hehe my takin of photos got standard ae;)
Then rush home got nagged for comin home n out again to meet Grace/M for another movie:)
With her family...Shouldn't have promised...Shit...
Anw Sat:) out for charity hehe I took some picts... Then off to church for dance self pract...
With all the anyhow countings... Then rush home to bath n off to meet Jason, cell grp meetin:) COOL! Spoke in tongues again!!!WOOHOO!!!Difinitely got difference! He shared abt his experience with me... And lots of stuffs... It do really makes me think...Hard time decidin...Had been prayin for days n gotta pray even harder:)Lord, I really pray tt I have tt kinda faith...
Shouldn't be selfish, can't always think abt myself... But.... Lord....Nvm...
Sunday, sunday classes canceled...Went for 2nd service though abit weird when my hands were lifted but its for GOD, put down the face. Thinkin back...is tt a trap or an ans frm GOD? I'm confused. But meet YingJie in the noon chatted, prayed, discussed.Help to teach P4 maths:) Then went for AuntyYiXuan's class, was the youngest there:) Chinese was still a problem which drag me apart so fast can't catch up!
Mon yippeeees back to sch HYPER since mornin...keepin myself in prayers, to focus:)
Then cleaned the whole kitchen,physically tired but spiritually ENERGETIC!!!LoveIt!
Then end at 2++ went bowling:) It was GOD who played tt game(dun be shockedxp)
I can nv score tt well w/o HIM!PRAISE HIM!
Then Today wasn't good didn't pray properly... dozin off... Sorry LORD! Knowin tt U're my strength yet i'm still half dead... ThankU for meetin all my needs... MisenPlace for the startin of Amber on NextMon. Sir Darryl took over:) At last saw ma'am today I MISSED HER!!! Then was havin fun arguin to go Pool or not.At last sher n me went, played 1 round thk GOD at least I can aim a few balls(super few balls-.-)..Then went home with 2 jokers...Darren n Deyao who made me laugh non-stop n shootin me... Anw shall not be influence by the dirty stuffs but be influencial of the good good stuffs:)