May 28, 2009

To the 6 of u the picts of ur unglam photos are out hahahahaha...
Thanks for coming to my church... Most love u all...





Everyone has been askin me not to be emo even the original emo-er Angie...
Yepps I'm not, I'm startin to isolate myself from the world. Hatin myself even more..
Knowin I've changed super lotssss.
N come on la, to the ppl i see 2 days per week, I can see it.
ITS PRINTED ON UR FACE... tat jialing has changed...
I've tried to change things back, thru prayin, worshippin, singin, sincerely repent, i did everythin but still i'm like tt.. Tryin my best to make a diff...Like we always sang, but nth happens...
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I'm so out of my mind... I've let satan slipped in, I dunno how to turn back to HIM, its hard. I dun wanna cheat HIS feeling anymore, everytime i repent HE throw HIS lovin arms to me but when I feel a slight of HIS touch I drifted away super far away... I'm useless... I'm back to my oldself aft so long, ever since JemYap asked me to stop it till Sunday... I can't feel HIS pressence... I want HIM more... I need HIM. Anyone???
Things is happening...
I admit i started it... So yea its either it continue n makes me more irritating n disobeyin or watever its gonna happen... PUBLIC APOLOGY IS NEEDED...


I"M SORRY BRINDHA!!! For letting u suffer all this pain, I know its super unfair to u...
Yepps I want u to bond more with them, they r 100times better than me. They knows how to entertain u. Nv like me, being with me is a sufferin i always says tt to all my frens cos I'm agreein to it.I'm a boring kinda person to be frank.. ITS THE FACT. Seeing u with them I'm much happier cos i can see the source of enjoyment is from them. All i want is U to be happy. I can't always talk n eneterain u which makes me even useless... Anw just leave me out:) alright... Luv u as i always do... Giving my best bro to u, n giving my wonderful daughter to my bro...

May 25, 2009

Back to my quietness.... HOOORAY!!!

thanks(:
sorry):
isolation)':
truefrens(?)
speechless......
quietness...shhhhh....
words i found in 940's current dictionary...
I wanna see the picts for the telematch... will send to u all when i recieve it:)
byes....

May 19, 2009

To both brinz n ckw...
Stop laughin at tt dramatic line of mine ok!!!grrrrr...nae~
I purposely put tt one lo... lol...
Anw its good to be alone too(:Aiya u 2 will not understandXP!!!
I WANT TO BE ALONE!!! shut up!!!Mouth zipped...

Went home with madeline han di ping today:D
n her cute fren... haha at last someone is cuter than her...
Disturbed her the moment we met... She is so nice to disturb she knows how to pei he me...lol...
Non stop chattin n disturbin... She n her "4yrs of frenship hor hor hor..." YayaWateva...-.-"

Shall talk abt sat, went to meet yingjie n aunty yixuan. First time knowin aunty yixuan:)
Glad to know her...(: She say i dun looks like singaporean??? From cold country, thot of ckw n his welcome to beijing... Then went tq, watch madagascar2, TingEn only rmb the line "i've got good news n bad news. Good news is we r landin IMMEDIATELY, bad news is we r CRASH LANDIN..." Hahaha n the "Thank you again for choosin air penguin"hahaha... Sunday was my blur day...Super careless, can forget things in like 5mins...Wat to do i got sstm...blame me...

Wat on earth am i thinkin this few days? Super irritatin...Can't just shut up yea...thks...