Last day in Mac...

Yesterday was my last day in AMKP Mac, gonna miss them all. Really have a great time with them but yesterday was the best cos Javin was with us haha. Those whom I really feel like seein them came Thanks Lord. Haha really thanks Lord for such a great day last night. Thanks to Javin too as he let me talk to Awang e one who I nv talk before. Everyone came to ask who is this little cute boy haha I said my bro, everyone was like sayin Javin so cute. Manager Diana treat Javin with small Milo haha cos he waited for me for 4hrs. And they say I bully him but e fact is he wanted to stay not I force him. But nvm he brought joy to everyone of us. As he also get a chance to see me work, I did alot of station anyway ya fun. Did lobby, french fries, Counter, and got a chance to walk all around for the last time. But I dun get a chnce to say good bye to Aunty Mee, Aunty Siao Yee and Aunty Swee Liang, they are so caring, lovely and ya love them so much. Jeremy tt guy he is so bad, he kept disturbin my bro and me and ya run back to his counter to run away from me how smart watever. Haha keep askin me to add him in msn his email add is so funny la but ya he is quite a nice guy though.
I have to say a big Thank You to the Managers and every crew leaders and crews as they really take care of me and so good to me, will miss them all. Wonder will I go back again to meet them, maybe as a customer then.

Thank You all...

Even though there is bad but dun forget the good ones cos Lord will bless u with great things ya and all happened in church no where else. I just love goin to church meetin AMK bros and sis. They always bring joy to me. This is the first year i had so many christmas present and its all from church members. I'm so happy. But I'm sorry too cos did not prepare anything for them.Sorry guys.

Its over!

Everything gone, friends, heart, words, feelings. I'm exhausted tts all! Wanna sleep and never be awake. Left with tears tts all. Ganna pray, spend time with our Heavenly Father, as i did not do it for day. Many things happened to suddenly.No one actually understand, its just too sudden. Wanna leave it BLANK! A white piece and not a black piece.

Realised...

Many things had happened this few days, there good and bad, and I had realised alot of things. Lets start from the bottom then, I had realised tt I can be tt quiet, I can dun open my mouth for hours. Especially in Mac, workin or maybe all aunties talkin so got nothin to talk so keep quiet or they ask me questions and I just smile and now Aunty MeeMee called me smiley(Xiao Meemee)haha. Not only tt even with friends, when havin our lunch or break we sat together and ya they were like talkin more than topics and me busy eatin even though not hungry and not listenin to them. Then Ameera ask me am I really hungry and I said of course not then she said why didn't I want to join them talkin. And I said I dunno what are they talkin and it had happened for days. And Saturday Ameera and I worked together and she asked me this few days have u realised tt you are so quiet, and were so different from last time, and she said there is somethin missin in me(I guess so too). Then I realised tt I had not been openin my mouth for hours, cos there's many many things stuck in my mouth and dunno how to say, and I guessed it had made me stop takin for days. In my mind there's only a three letter word tt is WHY. It had appeared in my mind for many many times. Wanna know the answers but dunno how to ask, so no point askin. Next is bad things and it happened on tt day when Ameera worked with me adn ask me tt quest, and it happened because of me too. I'm so SORRY, really sorry, really really sorry to Ameera and to Lord. I said tt she is so desperate to want tt guy and ya they put me in too. They start to tell me more about him and tell him about me last last week cos I'm not workin. And they ask me down for a fake meetin cos they said is Jacklyn our stall meetin tt call for a last min meetin only for WEP when I went there, they said actually there's no meetin and ya actually I got drum lesson at 3pm and I'm late. I felt so guilty to use tt word on Ameera but u see its true and last time I am like this too erm but only to him ya. Actually no one knows onli my group knows but he is gone to dunno where so ya nvm then its over alr long time ago. There is nothin I can think of than sorry to both Lord and Ameera cos I had hurt them. I splurted out some vulgarities out. And ya they start callin me miss Holy cos my enemies are those bad things tt I hate to do. But ya I said it out. I'm sorry Lord! Good things is my dad treat us for 2 days on Sat is buffet and on Sun is Sakae Sushi haha took some photos usin my dad's new phone as he just bought it on Sat before goin for e buffet. He took student plan and the line he gave it to me tts why i changed my no. thanks dad. then he saw his friends all younger than him. But ya we guessed tt he knows tt his friends will be there on tt day so ya. But nvm we had a great time together as my dad bought a penguin plush toy for bro and i tigger for me:) hmmm God has His own plan for everyone of us. I guess after writin a blog I feel much better than before at least i had write down some of my feelings?

Mieow!

Haha Sylvester and me the 2 cats in the Yeo's family! Meow Meow!Don't ever disturb the cats, or they will scratch and bite u, so are we haha!
Today is so cold even though I'mn wearin my jacket I still can feel the coldness, since mornin till now. Today is great but quite tired though but God blessed me with strength and energy. During family QT mom is workin and did not go to church wanna scold the manager of hers man. This is too much everytime Sunday my mom will be workin and not goin to church. But ya nvm just pray for her, and godmum praised my prayers as they were quite good but not tt good like my friends haha.
Learnt somethin great and tt is, Christ Jesus-Messiah, Wonderful Counselor, mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace. And many more. God is just so great, today Jenny DaoShi asked us to write a letter to God. I have a lot of things to write but dun have much time to think and to write and paper seem to be quite small. Writin to God is so GREAT good idea ae! Last time I used to write to God but it seem like I did not write tt much as now. Our hope is in God, He is our 1 and precious HOPE! Many frens i asked abt should i quit my work and they say YES, I guess tts what God chose for me. Thanks Lord, and ya in my letter there's so many ThankYou! I just need to Thank God for so many things.Thanks Lord!