Today was weird, I'm behavin weirdly...
Forcing myself myself to forget things easily so i'll not be lik the person who injured purposely. Sooner or ltr i'll forget how to talk to ppl all my topics will be Ooops I forget le... Speechless now a days i dunno wat else to say only keep disturbin ppl... Sop asking y emo!!! Though i rmb things I'll force myslef to forget so i'll totally forget...

Anw today is TIRING!!! Not funny to be a soux chef!!! Can nv shout, disgrace my sec sch cca nia...Purposely???
Angry wif tt BANDAGE!!! It reminds me of some things which i forget-.-
I'm tired, angry, confused, avoid, weird, ALL FEELINGS SURROUNDED ME!!! Grrrr...
So wat if u're big dun act ok!! I nv act big u NV TRY ACTIN!!! I HATE IT!!! I said stop being so GAUI LAN!!! N I mean it!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRR.......

Lord, sorry to pollute but... Bless me a fountain of tears. Pray tt tmr gonna be better...
But still Daddy thks for today, Knowin tmr will be better, praise U!!! WOOHOOO!!!

Lesb sorry tt i treated u lik tt cos it kinda pissed me off, n also my attitude probs were back I'm sorry...

I wonder wat happen this few days, I've been complainin within myself past few days.
Feel so sleepy n tired, were to sleep b4 10pm n now still awake at 12am...
Wats happenin to me n everyone?
Faith being build n crushed...
ARHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! Who can ever understand? Things inside heart forgotten super easily I HATE IT!!! Once forgotten hard to rmb back... How to share lik tt... Total speechless...LORD! tts all i can call...sorry....

This verse is for the new couple whom i love, give u 2 my best of the best wishes where i can ever find for the both of u. Sorry tt i didn't really talk to u this few days just can't find words to talk abt still love u dear(: muacks filled with love... Will pray for u 2 though u dunno HIM so yea... GOD BLESS U 2 still....
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. . .And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. - excerpts from 1 Corinthians 13:4-13

A mixture of now and b4...
As speechless & emotionless as now N as hyper when havin a close relationship with HeavelyDaddy! as b4...
GOD rox!!!
Went Hillsong concert w M n her family it was awesome can't stop singing, jumping, lifting hands up, n most of all praising HIM!! It make me experience HIM! WOOHOOO!!! LOVE HIM!!! A wake up call by pastor Judah Smith! Was really awesome!!! Love sis M lots!!! Though anything happen I'll still love u, like how Daddy loves us ya:) muacks... Photos up!!! Still in tt night mood can't stop listenin to HILLSONGS!!! M, i agree w ur sis stop buildin castle in the air man, u can go make fren w them(rmb not to forget me hor!) then wanna go up on stage w them next yr, Expo confirm break down man hahahaha just kiddin...
Anw yea there's super lots to blog but the screen for typin seems smaller than ever, wonder wats happenin, tts y nv blog for days...
Javin, came n ask me y am I emo-ing??? huh?? Own bro ask tt quest toooooo??? sighs... speechless... Share w him tt now a days, though i'm not tired but i told others tt i am. He tell me tt i'm goin to heaven-.- ok thks bro I'm GLAD TO HEAR TT though my mom says NO to it-.- funny evenin lol... School as usual no topics to talk till brinz, darren, eric n their nonsence came back haha lol though there's still quietness in between. They n their STOP FLIRTING HOR!!! IT OVER HOR!! THROW TABLE&CHAIR HOR! Our hee HOR language!!!-.-join eeeyore...
Change frm Garde manger to potager total BLANK!!! Onion cause me tear :'D twice today man!! Make the whole kitchen tear tooo hahaha....

Thinkin too much? Wateva it is, quietness n speechless is my stregth n weakness man! Smiles n laughters is always my strength hahahaha. Probs being said out??? How i can't even rmb just only lnow when there's somethin on my mouth will be zipped BUT I CAN'T RMB WATS WRONG, i think. Can nv serve 2 at once. Either u will love 1 or neglect the other. It'll nv change... Broken hearts, filled w disappointment, tears, n blood? Lord mend it for me ThkU love YA DADDY!! MUACKSSS!!!
All the thoughts were still in my head. i dunno how to express it out... I know it'll nv be true but the song again frm HILLSONG again gave me hope haha... Putting my hope in HIM!! Trusting n Believing!! loves... God Bless.... muacksssss........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGIE!

Shall talk abt last week, it was simply awesome.
Especially weekends!!!
Sat mornin went joggin with bro, 6.30 awake, 7am reach the park...
Then in the evenin went cycling at ecp with cell grp for cell grp outin, OBEDIENCE!!!
Its fun man, enting,huiqi,beile,jinchi n I cycled and moyi,weishi n yiyong skatin...
It rained heavily though, drenched.
Had pizza hut for super late dinner... Can be said as supper.
Was a hilarious day with WeiShi(Os Kestra/Casandra?/yao bei da arh) hahahaha
Laugh till stomach ache...
N my indescisive came back while decidin wats for dinner. Which "betrayed" Yiyong hahaha Xp
Gals side gals ok... Ya anw its me wrong though,yea with tt indescisive mindset...):

Sunday went church early for rehearsin the song WO MEN AI! Goodness its awesome to hear all voice combine tgt n the smile on our faces haha? Did usherin as well, yippeeee answered prayers(: AMEN!
Then had lunch with jingwen sixian they all, n went to meet kokway/(elder)bro n Jeff to buy present for Angie. Shop frm amk to yishun to causeway-.-
Fun journey with tt "3yr old kokway/(small)bro" hahaha Xp
Was askin them to faster so i can go home...
Went home agitated her again n argued over small matter again-.-
Con't my plan on hostel n GH but totally lost hope-.- DUN EVEN NEEDA REQUEST! Just needa misbehave n they'll send u there... Such a waste of time to misbehave, y can't request stay there train myself up, n she'll have a peace life as well... Sigh... CHANGE PLAN!!!
Share with lesbo n bro, thks for all ur comfortin words...MOST APPRECIATED! Had a good time cryin... thks again:D

Today was afraid to open mouth, afraid tt i'll burst out again of wat happen this mornin, totally IGNORANCE! tears in eyes but thks to sherine n brinz whom i talked to first n made me smile n also to tt MR WHO R U!(Deyao) who made me luagh non-stop... And tt project on 10strength n weaknesses which made me laugh lik crazy... But still there's somethin in me which stop me though... So ya but I still Thk GOD/DADDY for sendin this ppl in my life to cheer me up n encourage me when i'm down. PRAISE U OH LORD! Rejoice in The LORD in wateva circumstances u faced...I'm glad tt i'm being called as A CHILD OF GOD!!! hahaha...