July 11, 2009

This weeeeek was FUN!!! n sianzzzzz...
Got all the projects not even started-.- useless me... Lord u gotta help me n lead me...
Everyday was filled with fun and laughters make me laugh till stomach ache...
JOY TT COMES FRM ABOVE, PRAISE GOD!
Thanks alot DADDY! 4 all the answered prayers n even tots! BLESSINGS n MIRACLES!
But at times the sianneessss came back, which like emo-ing???
lol NO ONE UPDATE!!!! ppl like BRINZ!!!SHERINE!!JIAHUI!-.-!!!
Sighs when somethin or SOMEONE! or wateva it is tt make u sin CAST IT OUT/GET TT OUT!
I throw it once but tt came back again n gone back to last time...
If i'm gonna be cruel I WILL CAST tt OUT! I'm sorry. To stop me from feelin tt way! ?jealousy?
Can't see tt again i can't stand it le! grrrrrr...
And tts 1 reason tt make me feel sianzzzz...
Now i pour out alr dun wanna repeat myself:) See How GOD Works...Leave it To HIM!
Good frens doesn't need to talk all the time, they just have to think the same:) See them happy, makes me happy as well.. Bring joy to others... BeInfluencial?not influenced.

July 5, 2009

After tt call...
It has all changed, i shall keep it tt way!
AMEN! LORD, thks for ALL of tt! ONCE AGAIN I'M BACK TO U!
Con't to long n desire, thirst n hunger for U, UR pressence n UR words!
I LOVE U LORD, cos U LOVE ME FIRST!muacksssss....(:

June 28, 2009

There nth much to update...
Thurs, went to have typhoid jab with kokway, angie, brinz, jeff, n darren(the one who make us wait for 1hr?)-.-
Then went for boaz's b'day celebration lol super cute guy... He simply LOVE ORANGE...
Went hm at 11++...
Fri forgotten wat i did... Sat n 2day went church...
With all the sins i did n stuffs, i dun even know how GOD gonna save me.
But was touched with HIS words... Thks HEAVENLY DADDY
Almost gave myself up..
Messing up my own life...sighs...nvm...

Lookin forward to A.S.K celebration?on tues... & HILLSONG CONCERT!!! WOOOHOOO!
Songs Of the Week~Take It All, Indescribable, Devotion, For All U've Done, At The Cross n songS frm HILLSONG!!!

June 22, 2009

Lost sheep

Alright shall update at this time cos bro ask me to??? hahahaha... with tt sarcastic line...

Was readin thru my long long time blogs was kinda like missed those days?
Missing those RELATIONSHIP tts being built within me in GOD.
A last min prayer bein ans by SIS, by callin out HIS name n singin praises...
Tears almost rolled out when readin those posts,
compairin it with now. lost n despaired...
Had been blindly readin HIS words, though HIS words taught me lots of stuffs.
Kinda sad when i can't recall any of the verses, goodness... sighsssssssss...)':
sgc/sgr? sin,guilt,confess/sin,guilt,run.. currently sgr:(

1 week of hols had past, MISSED everyone. My bro, brinz, sher, darren, angie, hanhan, jiahui, eric, aiya simply the WHOLE CLASS...><
But dun think they'll miss me): baddiesssssss... Except Brinz with tt posts... haahaa thks brinz...

I SIMPLY LOVE TINGEN!!! She's super sute...
A.S.K I LOVE U ALL!!! WE ROX the livingroom filled with praises....
oooopsss wat am I doin here???Proclaimin my love to them... shall not let my wife knows ttXP!!!

June 19, 2009

Faith shaken...

Another random blog since i'm bored...
Went to grandma's house, played with Boaz didn't really play though,
watch OKTO, some play dough-.- n have lunch n zoom back home.
As mom went out, so was like half-day-care??? lols...
Went there was so tempted of gettin a hair cut... Trim it at least, my hair is super ugly now...
But didn't cos of choosin of hair-dresser at the rite time...
Then reach home read, n off again to swimmin, alone... Sighs Dor, dun be tt late next time ya...
Have dinner, n did as much chores as i can to keep myself busy so tt i can stop thinkin...
Grrrrrrrrr... Super complex feelings... I hate it... cryin.anger.hatred.someone to talk to?
In tt show for tt dancer, for my situation i'm super like her...
STUBBORN!!! N lost everythin...
Cos I wanna swim, dun care how much pain i had for my back...
I lost everythin but thank GOD tt I hope I didn't loose HIM.