This week is a lecture week, kinda like slackin...
Everyday sit on the chair puttin my head on the table...
Then the moody feeling comes and go...

I was happy to know tt M had forgotten abt wat was botherin her,
and she felt HIS pressence, Praise the LORD, was happy for u dear:)
But when I read tt msg, the question in my head was what abt MY relationship with HEAVENLYDADDY,
can simply say tt it far...
Gotta put my focus on GOD, during this hols...
BUT HOW?????????? I NEED HELP!!!! Its seems stupid to say it here......

I knew tt i've changed... Thks for tellin me the truth...
Can say u're the first person who say i've change,
everytime i'll be the one beggin ppl to tell me tt...
(Not sayin anythin but THKS(:this is true frens kkz...)
But where?
Lord, i think u ALONE can ans this quest....
I need AN ANS!
Frankly speakin though I'm puttin a smile on my face but tt smile will nv last long...
I KNOW, COS ITS ME! laughin out loud...
I simply can't ans any quest of this prob...
Thks for tellin "dun worry so much lah"
Lord, bless me tears, for i know U've drained all my tears away,
But i need it pls......... DADDY plsssssss....................
I think i dun need it alr since it won't solve the prob also,
it just lighten my heart but i dun mind liftin tt heavy weight in my heart.... Used to it alr...

Spendin one whole day with my mummy and bro....
Shoppin and eatin...lol growin fats in process...
I really wanna jog, though my leg hurts...

Today was great,
went for interview in the mornin for the Student Council thingy...
Was wonderin SC only mah y needa interview...
Super wierd lo...
SUPER SCARY also butterfly all in my stomach...
9 SC interview me...-.-
Ask so many chim question........
Was like uhm-ing alll the way.(knowin tt i can't get in, cos I can't get serious AT ALL)
Doin all the nonsence stuff infront of them...

Then everythin done at 12++ super early la can...
Then we decided to go for lunch outside sch,
went to eat the cheater kfc 2.90 meal haha... Took a few weird weird photosXp
Then Remster come meet us then go for IKP...
IKP was short too...
Then waited for the DO RE MI bros to finish their project super funny la them...
When the DO RE MI nonsence put tgt their nonsence will make everyone laugh till stomachache.. Agree Brinz?hahahaha...
And i make "DO RE MI bros" is when we were walkin to MRT station...
Accordin to their heights haha but NO OFFENCE plsssssss......
I said this cos when u guys were alkin in one straight row, its "cute&funny" hahaha...Xp
NO OFFENCE.....

This few days weird weird one....
Ytd phase test, but everyone spelt it as "face" test lol....
Haha i'm super slow gotta agree with it!
Last few to get out of the kitchen not very satisfied with my speed
but as for my food THANK GOD, tt HE had bring me thru this test.
At last my poach egg has passed! THANK GOD!
And tt remster who has been my "nanny" for the day...hahahaha
Forcing me to eat(thks to mummy for tellin him i ALWAYS skip lunch) and he keep on testin me all the recipes...
Almost rmb everythin but just tt one step i forget to do and tts it!
But I still wanna Thk DADDY for givin me the wisdom to rmb everythin.
That remster made my face red for THREE times!
For THREE mistakesss i made durin test...

Today Thank God i finish everythin in time and i'm kinda faster than ytd,
everyone is nicely eatin the left over carved chicken ITS YUM YUM!!!
I talked to her today she's like she wanna me to ignore her,
I dunno how to persuade her to talk to me again.
Like how we had fun together when we met each other,
knowin tt i've hurt her alot! I'M SORRY!
Dun treat me this way pls, it hurts me lotssss.
Its not all Brinz fault too, i created the hurt to her first...
I feel super bad now, i dunno how tell me how, LORD!

Tmr whole goin Cathay cinema for bondin yippeeee... haha
Everyone is like wonderin wat to wear and thks arh Brinz for sayin i'm wearin skirt.
I'm not... Still not used to it yet. Slowly kkz...
Now whole class thot i'm wearin skirt, sigh.......NONSENCE!

All i can do is to pray pray pray and pray.
Ignore wat others say, wat ever holy thingy. STOP INSULTING!
And dun feel anythin for its my all about my life.
For being a Christian its not just a religion,ITS A RELATIONSHIP!
When u r one u'll undrestand.
Cryin to the Lord for HELP......
But still thks HIM for i always feel so blessed. LOVE YA HEAVENLY DADDY!

Ma'am said i'm too quiet again... everytime nv ask quest,
then the outcome wasn't very good.
I'm sorry, i've tried my best.
Now only remster and Andrew knows wat really happen, gotta explain to Brinz(rems help me explain).
Remster and I had somehow got the same prob,
but the diff is mine is pract and his is theory.
Goodness I'm gonna help him in his theory, and he gotta help me in my pract...
Haha close frens are like tt helpin each other in all ways rite:)

I've been neglecting God and my family,
spendin time on things tts not "worthy"...
I've gotta put all this down!
Gotta stop thinkin of the negative side of me, as its satan tts bringin me down.
I've gotta stand firm in UR name, nv be ashamed of who U are to me.
Yea i've gotta!
SHIT AHLIAN need counsellin???
haha GOD, my mom&bro and frens are alrd my couselor... i've been nominated??? btw i'm not tt good as wat they think...

Today my class super horny, all the wires connect wrongly...(wire jiap sala)hokien?
Mad, especially the true or dare super funny la,
and in the mornin too Jenny started it first.
Ask nonsence jokes... haha we just laugh and explainin to Brinz wat does it means...haha NONSENCE!As if i know???hahaha guys should explain tt q: