Days pass so fast Monday going OBS le 1 week camp lo so long wish will have great fun there bah, will surely miss them especially Kasthuri, haiz wat to do cry meh, no la haha. Heard tt my dad is getting beter thanks Lord for answering my prayers. He starts to listen and disturb less, great got some improvement continue the good work man. Hmmm must ask him to smoke less or even stop smokin I hate it especially the smell. Wish he can listen and change in to a better person and my mom can accept him... Heavenly Father you Got help him... Want him to memorise this verse as it might help him...
Proverbs19:20 "Listen to advice and accept instruction, an you will be wise."
October 13, 2007
October 12, 2007
最珍贵的角落 Precious Corner
谢谢你灿烂的笑容 照亮我的天空
谢谢你分享心情 把我放在你心中
夜里有时为寒冷 你我生根同暖土
友情是最亮的星 我的生命从此美丽
当你被花朵包围尽情欢欣 我带着春风使你舞其中
当你正走在坎坷路 我会伴你在左右
一起向蓝天欢呼 向白云招手 我们要一起笑一起哭
千万人中有个人懂我 你有最珍贵的角落
Love this song so much, heard this song in church haha during Di Xiong Hui...
Sang by the Di Xiong... Nice man this song...
In Tuan Qi we sang it too... How nice :)
At last I found this song... Hope you will like it too...
Even though in church I did not talk much but I still like my church family,
they are so friendly and cute. Like to talk to them but dunno what to talk.
Sorry na I'm not good at talkin sometimes cos shy mah haha... :)
谢谢你分享心情 把我放在你心中
夜里有时为寒冷 你我生根同暖土
友情是最亮的星 我的生命从此美丽
当你被花朵包围尽情欢欣 我带着春风使你舞其中
当你正走在坎坷路 我会伴你在左右
一起向蓝天欢呼 向白云招手 我们要一起笑一起哭
千万人中有个人懂我 你有最珍贵的角落
Love this song so much, heard this song in church haha during Di Xiong Hui...
Sang by the Di Xiong... Nice man this song...
In Tuan Qi we sang it too... How nice :)
At last I found this song... Hope you will like it too...
Even though in church I did not talk much but I still like my church family,
they are so friendly and cute. Like to talk to them but dunno what to talk.
Sorry na I'm not good at talkin sometimes cos shy mah haha... :)
October 11, 2007
Marking Days
During exam marking days my school no need to go to school, good lo thought can use this time to pack my things or do my favourite things. But I use my times on exercising, morning go gym, evening go cycling.
Went gym for 2 mornings with Kairen, Guan Seng and Lily. Like having PT training sia, run alot and do alot of the dunno wat la... Guan Seng keep using PT training to scare me think wat scared of him arh. Now having muscle aches all over. Having fun with them haha. Now there is something something happening within Lily and Guan Seng hahaha... After gym go cycling with my bro he cycle so fast thought I can't chase him haha still win ne... Saw 2 of my squat mates, Dorothy and Kelly cycling so cycle with them, havin a lot of fun with them man. Dorothy like small kid play swing with my bro haix, then cycle around...
So tired, want to have a good rest also cannot. Miss so many ppl, miss my Kor and my darling Kasthuri, she called me today, so miss them. Dun get a chance to see them this two days.
Having such a big stone in my heart, wonder who can take it out? Who can I trust??? I thought can forget him but he send me comment and he delete it so sad, forget him totally but he came back, thought got hope but now everything crashed.Why he like tt de? Got to change my plan le, now the next aim is him haha... Fast rite, no la I forget him long time ago le tts why can change plan mah. Wish God can help, had been lonely all the time can't find the rite one for me.
Maybe is me the problem but now trying to change no more boyish le, but confirm no one wan de la sian...
Went gym for 2 mornings with Kairen, Guan Seng and Lily. Like having PT training sia, run alot and do alot of the dunno wat la... Guan Seng keep using PT training to scare me think wat scared of him arh. Now having muscle aches all over. Having fun with them haha. Now there is something something happening within Lily and Guan Seng hahaha... After gym go cycling with my bro he cycle so fast thought I can't chase him haha still win ne... Saw 2 of my squat mates, Dorothy and Kelly cycling so cycle with them, havin a lot of fun with them man. Dorothy like small kid play swing with my bro haix, then cycle around...
So tired, want to have a good rest also cannot. Miss so many ppl, miss my Kor and my darling Kasthuri, she called me today, so miss them. Dun get a chance to see them this two days.
Having such a big stone in my heart, wonder who can take it out? Who can I trust??? I thought can forget him but he send me comment and he delete it so sad, forget him totally but he came back, thought got hope but now everything crashed.Why he like tt de? Got to change my plan le, now the next aim is him haha... Fast rite, no la I forget him long time ago le tts why can change plan mah. Wish God can help, had been lonely all the time can't find the rite one for me.
Maybe is me the problem but now trying to change no more boyish le, but confirm no one wan de la sian...
October 10, 2007
The ABC's of Friendship
A Friend....
Accepts you as you are
Believes in "you"
Calls you just to say "HI"
Doesn't give up on you
Encourage you when you are down
Forgives your mistakes
Gives unconditionally
Help to build your faith in God
Invites you to his/her church
Just do anything without the need of explanation
Keeps your heart close to God
Loves you for who you are
Makes a difference in your life
Never Judges
Offers support
Prays for you
Quiets your fears
Reminds you on how God loves you
Supports when you are on the right path
Tells you the truth when you need to hear it
Understands you
Values the friendship
Wakes you up when you are going to be late
X(cross out) things that you dislike
Yells when you won't listen and
Zaps you back to reality
Accepts you as you are
Believes in "you"
Calls you just to say "HI"
Doesn't give up on you
Encourage you when you are down
Forgives your mistakes
Gives unconditionally
Help to build your faith in God
Invites you to his/her church
Just do anything without the need of explanation
Keeps your heart close to God
Loves you for who you are
Makes a difference in your life
Never Judges
Offers support
Prays for you
Quiets your fears
Reminds you on how God loves you
Supports when you are on the right path
Tells you the truth when you need to hear it
Understands you
Values the friendship
Wakes you up when you are going to be late
X(cross out) things that you dislike
Yells when you won't listen and
Zaps you back to reality
October 9, 2007
Exams over le!!!!
Hooray at last exams over already, don't know stress for how many days le. Can relax le but know preparing for my OBS camp haha I guess is God ask me to go so I no need to go NPCC camp bah. No need to be afraid about the sirs anymore le bleahx... Last few weeks while preparing for exams, a lot of things happen I cried a lot of times le even though I told myself need to be strong but still cry. Haiz useless, just feel so moody tt few weeks as my group members did not really talk much like last time cos of some problems, and also the time cos after exam straight away go home so never chat much. Things happen so suddenly, feel like there is a need to sit down quietly and think what I had been doing last few weeks. Everynight I will have my quiet time with God, I always Thank God for the day~, helping others to pray like my family,frens and exams and many more... Just Got to say tt I LOVE GOD!!!
In church, I learn a lot, I learn tt we need to accept ppl whose character or attitude bad or what cos God created them like tt and God will not make mistake de so He does everything with a purpose. After watching the cartoon tt teach abt all this I went home and speak to God den I felt tt if God made me a gal so I got to accept the fact cos I use to be a tom boy and tts wat my frenz told me. I need to change myself. Oh ya say until changing a person we should change our view on a person and not ask others to change cos some they are alr made lik this so we need to accept it.
Last Sunday, I don't know what is happening to me, I show attitude to my teacher den to my fren. I felt so guilty and feel like crying den later me and my fren sit together, I sat quietly not openin my mouth but just close my eyes and ask what an attitude I'm giving. I felt so sorry I wrote a note to my fren and ask her to forgive me, she she read and look at me and ask what happen I said nothin. I ask God for forgiveness, and my heart was sayin tt Do not let your emotion control you. Den while praise and worship we sang the first song and suddenly my tears dropped feel like goin to the washroom but I dun dare haiz cos dun wan others to know lo. I guess my fren notice I had been cleaning my tears away as she looked at me, but I pretend lik nth happen and continue singing. And this fren of mine I dunno how to say her la so rugged, she like to push me and I try to defend and stop her, I told her off. I said tt I do not like those ppl who are so rugged, and tt is y I don't really like to go with her. But I felt sorry about tt and I do not know did I do something rite or wrong. I scared tt I might break her heart. Oh no!!! Help me!!!
I don't think I can trust anyone now they had been hurting me since I created the problem.
In church, I learn a lot, I learn tt we need to accept ppl whose character or attitude bad or what cos God created them like tt and God will not make mistake de so He does everything with a purpose. After watching the cartoon tt teach abt all this I went home and speak to God den I felt tt if God made me a gal so I got to accept the fact cos I use to be a tom boy and tts wat my frenz told me. I need to change myself. Oh ya say until changing a person we should change our view on a person and not ask others to change cos some they are alr made lik this so we need to accept it.
Last Sunday, I don't know what is happening to me, I show attitude to my teacher den to my fren. I felt so guilty and feel like crying den later me and my fren sit together, I sat quietly not openin my mouth but just close my eyes and ask what an attitude I'm giving. I felt so sorry I wrote a note to my fren and ask her to forgive me, she she read and look at me and ask what happen I said nothin. I ask God for forgiveness, and my heart was sayin tt Do not let your emotion control you. Den while praise and worship we sang the first song and suddenly my tears dropped feel like goin to the washroom but I dun dare haiz cos dun wan others to know lo. I guess my fren notice I had been cleaning my tears away as she looked at me, but I pretend lik nth happen and continue singing. And this fren of mine I dunno how to say her la so rugged, she like to push me and I try to defend and stop her, I told her off. I said tt I do not like those ppl who are so rugged, and tt is y I don't really like to go with her. But I felt sorry about tt and I do not know did I do something rite or wrong. I scared tt I might break her heart. Oh no!!! Help me!!!
I don't think I can trust anyone now they had been hurting me since I created the problem.
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