May 6, 2009

Today my left eye twitch alot.... Yea its alot...
Went IMM in the mornin to buy stuffs from giant ofr the pract of tabasco comp,
with HanWei, elton n Brinz(helper to help us carry thingsXP).... haha guys always gotta wait for the gals...
Brinz took so long...
Then didn't know tt we will meet so many of the others haha so happy then went to Mac for breakfast. Then off we go for some shoppin n discussion.
Darren came n meet us haha great.
Reach sch super early went in to kitchen super early just to prepare.
Then start... Was struggling kkz u do this u do tt.. Kkz i try this u try tt...-.-
HanWei super funny lo...
Then was tryin to cut poke thru the sotong plastic bag,
aim wrongly went straight into my thumb.... OOOHH AHHH!!!
Thanks remster for helpin me to bandage it up... N thks for ur concern:)
Got this numb numb uncomfortable feelin which makes me wanna press on my wound...
Then in the train was thinkin again... Kept quiet talkin to myself while listenin to both music n the hilarious gays n brinz...


Sunddenly ask myself am i a good fren?
No, I'm a failure... I'm nv be there for them when they needed someone first...
Is either i'm too blur or I dun care...
Useless me...
Loosing frens, tt I can't find a way to bring them back...
LORD, I'm calling out to U...
A.S.K is thirsty for ur pressence, Lord, help us plan where we can meet someday...
If u r willing...
L noticed the difference from the way we thot... The msg shocked me, stucked in this situation...

N for u I dunno leh,
I wanna build back this frenship.
U tried, i retreat, I tried u retreat. How is this goin to go on.
Once in a while, thank GOD, HE bring us back. But days ltr its gone... How sad can this be...
U know wats right yet follow the wrong... I'm left with sigh...speechless... Thot u'll stand for the rights... I think I'm wrong...
Lord, all I left is u...Thank U for showin me UR strength thru my weakness...
Show us the way...

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