Everyone has been askin me not to be emo even the original emo-er Angie...
Yepps I'm not, I'm startin to isolate myself from the world. Hatin myself even more..
Knowin I've changed super lotssss.
N come on la, to the ppl i see 2 days per week, I can see it.
ITS PRINTED ON UR FACE... tat jialing has changed...
I've tried to change things back, thru prayin, worshippin, singin, sincerely repent, i did everythin but still i'm like tt.. Tryin my best to make a diff...Like we always sang, but nth happens...
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I'm so out of my mind... I've let satan slipped in, I dunno how to turn back to HIM, its hard. I dun wanna cheat HIS feeling anymore, everytime i repent HE throw HIS lovin arms to me but when I feel a slight of HIS touch I drifted away super far away... I'm useless... I'm back to my oldself aft so long, ever since JemYap asked me to stop it till Sunday... I can't feel HIS pressence... I want HIM more... I need HIM. Anyone???